So many things have happened this past month I can't believe it all happened in March let alone everything that has happened since the beginning of the year. We are in a new home now which I hope to update on later, and between Ely and myself we have been quite sick. I usually write about our marriage and my hopes and dreams for the years to come in our anniversary posts, but this year, I really just want to focus on my love for Sean. We have had a handful of people offer support and help to our family during this trying time so I definitely don't want to downplay their support, even with all of this however it's felt incredibly lonely. This has drawn me closer to him in ways I can't explain. Sean has been my rock, the guy that is always there, in the uncomfortable hospital recliner while I get to sleep in the bed. The one who basically moved all of our household goods from one place to another, who carried a TV, desks, boxes, dressers, up a flight of stairs just to make me happy. Who after a long day of work, walks the dog because I was so sick I couldn't do it. Who took on more than his share of dirty diapers and put in the effort to help with potty training. The guy who had no sleep one night because I was coughing so much neither one of us could sleep. My priesthood holder, who every time I asked was ready to administer a priesthood blessing, which in one case was 1 am in the morning and he stayed up with me until my pain subsided and I could fall asleep. I have not heard him complain about all of this not even once. I so so love him. We received some tender mercies and no one was sick on our anniversary, the babysitter didn't cancel, we were on time and didn't feel rushed. We enjoyed a couples massage together which after this crazy month is exactly what we needed, dinner the night before and breakfast with our girl the next day. My heart is so full, I look back on our love when we were first married and now, how it may seem we have less time for one another but all of these hardships have made our love for one another so much stronger. Here is a clip of our first dance, I'm so glad my friend Liz recorded this one of the few recordings from our wedding. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8i4cj3ysnw
